I look back into my past. I was this amazingly inquisitive, sharp kid. Now, I am such a douche bag. Did I do exceptionally well at deteriorating myself (my brain) or does it happen to everyone?
I feel this amazing laziness in myself. Interest to do nothing. No more of that fighting spirit to achieve stuff and meet deadlines. What contributed to this? I see these options -
I feel this amazing laziness in myself. Interest to do nothing. No more of that fighting spirit to achieve stuff and meet deadlines. What contributed to this? I see these options -
- Age (Natural)
- Internet addiction (Easy way to while away time)
- Easy life (no need to fight it out hard to earn the basic needs)
- Alcohol (though I drink only socially, I read somewhere that alcohol kills brain cells and that they are not created again)
- Peer-pressure (learnt from undergrad that the one who doesn't work is the cool dude)